AnnaPoetic

Hey...yeah, alone, again. Woke up, alone, drank coffee; alone. Played Super Mario; 1 player.
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I have some photo ideas, and it's perfect since right now it's rather cloudy, just the right amount of brightness, no harsh light. I need a fan big time, I've been looking for it for an hour now, I have no idea where it is, but I NEED it. Uploaded a new photo yesterday, early 1am. It's not the greatest quality, but I'm still happy with the results, and I had to wear the cutest dress in my wardrobe!

Anyways,
Hope I can find that damn fan,
and that my already crappy camera don't go too crappy on me...

How do these people manage to have a 2000$ worth camera? I barely manage to pay for a bus ride...>.<
Is the quality of a camera really all that necessary to take nice looking pictures? I hope not...
Let's say it's not bad but not too good of a camera?....oh well...

Good god, I feel like writting again...I just don't dare anymore. I have some inspirations, I just doesn't feel like it relieves me anymore...
Daring, what makes things so special. I just miss the guts...I don't mean my writtings to be perfect and genuine, it used to help me, appease me for a while. I write for myself that's all, if people like it; that's even better, sure!
I'm being a hermit again, ha! I realized the only person standing in my way was myself. Little by little I get myself together. I started imagining those situations in my head, those people making fun of me, teasing me.
All along it was me, I was in a conflict with myself...those people only existed far away in my mind. A bit psycho huh? haha. I'm a bit ashamed to say that pills help me a lot, makes me a better person. I am not myself, but it's for the better?

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